Love me, love my dogs.

When I was diagnosed with cancer, I was also told I would never be able to have children.

Anyone who knows me, knows I am completely crazy about my dogs. They are my very best friends and brighten my world with their dazzling love light.

When I was diagnosed with cancer, I was also told I would never be able to have children. I immediately planned to freeze my eggs but I wasn’t allowed to do that either…not unless I wanted to die of cancer.

I can’t say I was ever a particularly broody person, but it’s amazing what the mind does when the freedom of choice is taken away from you. It took a while for me to accept the finality that I would never have children.

I’m happy it was me they told rather than another woman whose soul desire was to have children of her own. I can’t imagine how painful it must be to crave carrying a child inside of you and being told you would never receive that gift. It must be so painfully hard to watch everyone else receive the gift you so desperately longed for.

For all the women in the world who suffer from this infliction, I send you pure love from my heart that it may surround you in light, positivity, and protection.

May they find joy, peace and love, and most of all may they be happy.

I am happy. I wake up to two beautiful four-legged kids on my bed sleeping soundly like little furry angels. I don’t feel a void because I am childless. My Barnaby & Bam fill that void so full, the love brims over like bubbles in a bath too full.

Perhaps people think I love my dogs too much, that’s okay, others opinion will not make me love my dogs less.

I am so grateful for their devotion and loyalty, for the way they make me laugh from the very centre of my being, and make me cry from the sheer awe of their beauty.

I hope they know just how thankful I am, and I will continue to try and show them this every single day.

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