I want to laugh out loud when I write that!
Are you kidding me?!?
I’m 45 and single.
I haven’t had sex in 4 years 🤣
And I don’t earn as much money as I’d like…hardly any at all!⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
And you know what?
That doesn’t matter.
Because right now, in this exact moment…even if it’s fleeting…
My life is perfect.
That’s what I choose to believe.
Because today, in my heart, I have complete faith and trust that everything is exactly as it should be.
Whether it suits me or not.
The universe has a plan.
And I CHOOSE to trust that plan.
I think of life as a river with wild rapids, long drop water falls and calm streams.
And all I can do is go with the flow.
And not fight against it because things don’t go my way or I don’t get what I want.
I went white rafting on the Zambezi many years ago.
The guide said if you fall off the boat into the rapids, don’t fight against the power of the water.
Because you won’t win.
It will pull you down and you will feel like you are drowning.
But after a few seconds, that feel like a lifetime, the river will push you back up.
And in that moment take the deepest breath you can because chances are the rapids will pull you down again.
But eventually calm waters will come, and you’ll be able to get back into the boat.
It’s about trusting life.
Trusting the universe.
Every day trying to let go of that futile need for control.
Just trying to go with the flow.
And if you get pulled down
Knowing you'll eventually come back up.