Even when you're knee deep in sh*t.


When you doubt, you swerve off course.

So trust the process.

When you’re afraid you lose your way.

So just try and trust the process.

Believe that where you are is exactly where you are supposed to be right now.

Even if you don’t understand why.

No matter how bad things are.

Whether you are ankle, knee or neck deep in shit.

I know it’s hard.

When I was drowning in darkness I couldn’t possible see why.

I was too busy trying to just keep my head above water and not drown in a see of crap.

I couldn’t be aware of the lessons i was learning.

Why I was going through so much struggle and pain.

I was just trying to survive it.

But all these years later i understand.

I understand that the Universe was there with me the whole time.

Through bald heads, divorces, and suicide attempts.

The Universe, God, Mother Earth, Angels, spirit guides of my highest good, life force…

Whatever you call it, it was always right there with me.

I just never reached out and connected to it.

But despite that it never let me go.

And I made it through.

I made it here.

And I am the happiest I have ever been in my whole life.

So no matter what.

No matter what the pain, the struggle, the darkness.

Please just try and trust the process.

And know that you are never ever alone.