For most of my life, I didn't live.
I survived.
I grew up in constant survival mode; my nervous system always braced and ready for the next impact.
I learned how to be small, to disappear, so I could feel safe.
I felt too much, so I always apologised for who I was.
For my sensitivity, my passion, my wildness, my fire, my truth, my needs, my depth, my emotions. I constantly tried to be different, because my childhood trained me to believe I was the problem.
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But I was never the problem.
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Abandoning myself constantly was the problem.
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Disconnection from my own heart and soul was the problem.
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Carrying my past and trauma everywhere I went life a badge of honour was the problem.
Living in constant fear, scarcity, lack, doubt, was the problem.
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I moved through my own life like a ghost inside my skin. Present, but not really there.
Alive, but dead inside.
Disconnected from life and myself.
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Two divorces later.
Two failed businesses later.
Two suicide attempts later.
After losing my hair and breast to cancer.
In the darkest of dark nights of the soul.
​I realised I had two choices.
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Either I could spend the rest of my life searching for something or someone to save me.
Or.
I could go on a rescue mission inside myself and bring myself back to life.
And thank f•ck I chose the latter.
Because that's when my life became spectacular.
Not because of anything or anyone else.
Because of me.
I retrieved my truth.
I connected to the heart and soul of myself.
And everything in my world became technicolour.
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What I do doesn't have a name, label, or fit neatly into a box.
I am a pioneer.
I am a maverick.
I am revolutionary.
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I consider myself to be a pirate who sets sail into inner worlds to help you retrieve yourself.
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I consider myself to be new kind of Peter Pan for the modern age, a Willy Wonka of wellbeing, a middle-aged woman bringing magic and technicolour back to life for the whole of humanity.
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And none of this is me.
It's just the creativity that now pours through me.
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I'm a tour guide into your inner being.
Showing you the way home to yourself.
Without it being dark, and heavy and intense.
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Life is heavy enough as it is.
I don't believe healing has to be too.
I'm here to prove that transforming your life can be the most delicious adventure of your life.
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Come meet who you really are beneath the masks, the noise of the world, and the lies you were taught to believe about yourself.​
Come have a juicy, real, honest, beautiful and unconditionally loving relationship with yourself.
Because that’s the key to a happy life.
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You're the key.
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The treasure chest lives inside of you.
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And I can lead you there.
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